How is it now?
A bit better.
It's better when we have a little time together.
But really, he has lots of other priorities, and I have trouble with that.
I'm supposed to be sweet and submissive and accepting and I struggle with it.
I want to be his priority.
This will shock him when he reads it. He'll think, "but I thought we were great. Wtf does she want? She's so demanding."
And you know, I am. I expect great things.
I want to be the priority, not the last thing on the list.
I want to be the most important thing in his life.
And I'm not sure I can live with being the 22nd best.
So that's how we are. A bit better. Not openly fighting.