He's away right now, and sometimes that makes us bad. But this time, thank goodness, it isn't.
I think partly because (mostly because?) I'm in such a sweet and submissive state of mind.
Right now, I seem to be drinking it all down as fast as I can, submission, humiliation, obedience, the works.
Yes Sir, yes Sir, anything you want Sir.
Too bad he can't bottle that and feed it to me at times when I'm not great with it.
But right now, right now, it's good. I feel like I adore him. I even (shhhhh) feel like I worship him. Which is pretty damn rare.